Everybody everybody wants to love.

We are mean. And I will never understand exactly why this is. We all want the same thing; to love and to be loved. And yet we lie to, deceive, and hurt the people that we care for. Its baffling to me. I want to say that I'm not like this, that I don't cause pain to others, but that just isn't the case. I want to work on this. I want to be more mindful of others. I want others to be more mindful to what I'm feeling. I want to love.

"Just let the love, love, love begin"

And the mumbo jumbo begins.

I am awful when it comes to expressing what I'm thinking or how I'm feeling. Which is partly why I decided to join this blogging craze; I want to learn how to properly organize my thoughts. Sooooo, here we go. I have experienced some changes in these past few months that have basically forced me to change my entire outlook on everything. I have learned that right now I need to focus on me, make some goals, work on my talents, get over unrealistic fears, all of these things that I put aside because I made someone else my priority. I want to meet new people. The only thing keeping me from doing this, is my silly fear of rejection. But I have recently learned to genuinely like myself, and the genioussssss Dr. Seuss once said,"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." 

So, reject me if you would like, but I'm going to really put myself out there and meet some interesting people. Starting, now.